super sore throat today. Turning 47 on Saturday. Have been dreading it although the alternative BLOWS. Not in the best of moods. But hey, in life we get mad, and if we’re healthy, we get un-mad. We get frustrated, and if we’re smart, we figure out a way to un-frustrate and move on. It’s crazy thinking to stay locked in an unhealthy situation. Determined to get healthy.
I had an interesting appointment this morning that has changed my life’s priorities significantly. I am not meant to do scientific research. It is so clear. It is almost a relief, but that doesn’t mean I won’t grieve all the years I’ve put into it.
Phooey. I’m on to bigger and better things. I know what I want to do, I just need my artha to pull it off. Hence why I am about to do my deva meditation, and for longer than 20 minutes this time. I’ve got hours if need be.
This too will pass. I’ve got my yoga practice and plenty of tools in the proverbial tool box of life. A wonderful family and support network. I’m so very very fortunate.
New item to bucket list:
Get the hell out of research. Stat.
Okay Universe, I hope you hear me and I look forward to your solution.